Life Balance

Hey World,

Its been a while...

First year of university over and done with, I finally have a job, I have made amazing friendships this year, been to concerts, going on plenty of holidays in the next few months, life should be great.

But I failed a university topic, meaning I have to re-take it and I am now behind on core topics. I don't like my job. I don't feel like seeing anyone or bothering to keep up conversation or make plans and stick to them, and I miss the friendships I used to have with people, that have faded as they move, we drift and life changes. The holidays and exciting things happening seem to be the only way I can get through the monotony and boredom of everyday life.

Now I know I sound like I'm complaining heaps, about relatively dumb things. But sometimes you just feel like crap and need a place, a person, or a keyboard to rant at.

I know life gets difficult as an adult, thats just how things are. You gave to balance, study, work, friends, family, healthy eating, saving money, getting enough sleep, drinking plenty of water, exercising, keeping your body and mind healthy as well as leaving time for yourself, to do what you want to do. It honestly sounds impossible. And Im not going to say its not. Its bloody hard, there are days were I feel like I have everything under control and life is great, and then there are days where I feel like everything is falling apart and I don't know why I started.

My goal for this year is to try my best to manage all aspects of my life, no promises its going to happen.. but it's worth a shot...

Keep chasing your dreams

Much love xx

Penelope Paige